It felt like the world is slowing down whenever I see you. Then, till out of sight, it felt like I saw you less than a moment.
My heart will pound, my eyes will paused; until someone speaks. I will wonder forever if I won’t ask you why. Why it was possible? How odd that it happened?
The night’s still young
I am cradled by lethargy
At dawn you appear
I woke up, I reminisce
Days my eyes can’t see
Years my mind can adhere
Contained in a dream
So dim yet so free
I want to go back 7 years ago. I want all the things that happened to me these past 7 years to be fully taken away by the future. But, I want my memories of you to remain. I want to know you while I am young. I wish I can have a contract with time.
"What if I knew you 7 years ago? Will I have enough time to chase your fast life? Will you also wish that you can go back?".
"I wish that you’ll see me soon. I wish everytime that you’ll see me greeting you with goodbye or greeting you with silence; I wish you’ll always be the one that I loved".
It’s just alcohol and drugs. It won’t harm. For a long time they’re here; chasing medicine with liquor dreams.
"I want to stop my head from hurting. I’ve been enduring this for weeks and I’m tired of it. It won’t harm right?"
I’ve been I don’t know why I exist. Same thoughts again and I’m trying to get over of the thought that reality is an illusion, time and death is inescapable. And also I am really tired of mood shifts.
A new way to find your own meaning of life; to turn the table around, to trust a threat, to live with the alike, and be yourself truly. A set of freedom, come alive with firing hopes and thrilling sceneries. Whatever it may be. Be with the one alike.
I am always here and you’ll never know. Whenever I see you I just want to walk behind you and tell you in soft speech; I like you and I know you won’t be the same. I will never be too young for a love that I keep for almost three years. I want you to know but I can’t say it now.
Please don’t love anyone else. I’m afraid that you will going to be with someone who will hurt you. I know how it hurts and I know you’re still hurting.